At Carl's 10PM - Carl on phone trying to convince Leo to come across country with us. Carl's going to come too! So Maddy Carl and I will be driving out the 20th, Tuesday, that's in about a week. They're going to train it back. Maddy's fighting with me about the bus from San Francisco to Emeryville like it's some awful inconvenience and making me feel shitty for no reason. Not much point in thinking too much about it. She just wants to complain about something, feel in the know. Not that I didn't take that exact trip. That 20 minute ride. Ahhhh! I feel like I'm taking crazy pills.
Carl came with me to Selena Webster's birthday party at the Ocean Park Wine Bar last night. Maddy went with Pierre to a contra-dance. Selena's had an open bar. Carl really enjoyed this. I tried to but kept striking out with over liquored soda drinks. Girl-drink-drunk. Carl's goal was to try every beer on the list. Mom showed up too and seemed to get real nice and social like. Trying to convince me I'd enjoy a rum and coke. The DJ wasn't good but played us some Paula Abdul and Bobby Brown. We got to try out moves and groove to the sights of some Ohio City parents and Non profit workers. I stripped Elijah of his blazer and put it on. Even mom was dancing. I can't deny I don't enjoy somewhat the looks people give me when I dance around. Parents, peers, whoever. Disgusted, dazzled, girl in unflattering pants looks like she's drunk. Who knows. But I get a thrill and it feels good. And I love dancing with Carl.
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