Last of stay with dad pretty much. Denny's skillet breakfast and he's getting his paper next door at the Tiger Mart. Woke this morning to calls from The Path. Didn't answer.
10:36 pm - Back home again. Cleveland, Ohio. Sitting in bedroom disappearing into the Denny's skillet grease stain on my pants. 2 weeks can be along time. And then disappear suddenly. Like me into that stain. Changed my shirt. Cynthia Dale stares out at me from the cardboard record sleeve soundtrack to "Heavenly Bodies". I laid out several new things on the bed. Patti Smith book of photographs, '69 some year, Marilyn Monroe book dad let me borrow depicting her pretty much naked on the cover. Shot from her last film "Somethings Gotta Give". She was one of the first major Hollywood stars to be seen nude on film. The production that fired her. Also the Daryl "Monroe" book. I talked to Aria on the phone, got the Path crap squared away. Didn't even speak with Nadine. I'm sorry and not sorry at the same time. Her making e sound irresponsible on the phone voicemail. But I can forgive her for being under stress. But she gets like this sometimes. Selective memory for things. It's hard to do anything but get mad at her. Mom called for me earlier while I drove home. Nadine claiming some miscommunication. There always seems to be one. But it looks like the shifts are covered now, and at least Aria sounded excited to hear from me.
Really happy to be doing a normal. Maddy making macaroni in kitchen. we sit down and eat it, adding lots of salt and hot sauce. Our lives. Just talking about what each of us has been up to. I give her a couple notebooks. She talks about Duncan, our friend, who is in Vancouver staying with his folks for a while. She will ideally visit him on the Washington side of the border when she flies out to Seattle at the end of the month. She has no passport currently. She's probably going to stay with Lavender in Seattle, possibly Claire's parents in Olympia. Most recent news from Leo Milan in New York City, his new home comes in text to Maddy "I'm standing next to Bjork"
Next on bed spread are more records. 2 more Soundtracks "Thief of Hearts". bought because Thief of Hearts is a movie Jackie gave me as a birthday present in 2010 actually, music produced by Moroder, still haven't watched it, but why let this slide by? Then "St. Elmo's Fire", simply so I can have "Man In Motion" by John Parr to spin in DJ sets. "Orgelvark" Swedish synth comp. & "In Trance 95" both Minimal Wave. Maddy and I are gonna go over to moms and watch "Deadly Friend", with Kristy Swanson.
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